march 30th reflection

 Before AA we we unloving. Question: Have I gotten over loving nobody but myself? That is a big one. Honestly self centeredness is still a problem. I still suffer from my disease. ism I, self and me.  it's the core of my sickness. there is always something I want to say; someway I need to be heard; my opinions are so important. Obviously that is so untrue. and the weirdest thing is how i hold on to the delusion.   Meditation: be calm, be true, be quiet. Another good few minutes of quiet reflection.