Self sabotage

I self sabotage

I need to figure out how to stop screwing myself out of success.

Seriously.

So my history is, well at least part of it.

Marriage could have figured out how to save it... Well could have, that one is questionable

Teaching career. Drank away
Children. Ran away
Law school. Drank away
Hudson. Drank away
Law school again. Drank away.
Relationship
Relationship
Relationship

Sobriety.
Family
My body. Easy too fat. I keep on eating!!

My eating.

Finding a way to be unsuccessful at endeavors. That my creator blessed me with the aptitude,  opportunity, space, and context to be wildly successful.

Now it's my African. My children. My job. My sobriety. My body.

Self sabotage had kinda started.

To start with I'm going launch injury prayer.

Lord help me. Hear my plea.

Heal the part. Fix the way in broken that prevents me from doing the right thing and attaining the success I may have.

Thank you with the mind to even ask for these things. L protect me from the devil that wants to keep me from you and my fellow human beings and goodness kindness intelligence and more.

Amen