feb 27 reflection

The writer describes when we first started our journeys we realized we had no power over the drink. We didn't choose to pick up. We always picked up. Now we have to trust God, we turned the whole thing over. Question: have I done that?

Me- most days I do. But it's always on purpose. I have to hand it over multiple times a day. Sometimes I have to pause and start the day again in my head. Praying that God will take it from me as I hand it over. I remember before I relapsed, sometimes it was automatic. It's not automatic now. I have to make the effort all the time.