February 5th reflection

FEBRUARY 5 

A GLORIOUS RELEASE 

"The minute I stopped arguing, I could begin to see and feel Right there, Step Two gently and very gradually began to infiltrate my life. I can't say upon what occasion or upon what day I came to believe in a Power greater than myself, 

but I certainly have that belief now. To acquire it, I had only to stop fighting and practice the rest of A.A. 's program as enthusiastically as I could." 

TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, 

Me- I love. to. fight. I'll never progress if I keep fighting though. The words of the twelve nd twelve are so true. Stop arguing. Stop fighting. Obey. So hard for me but I understand that it's all ego. I'm not proud of my ego. I don't know I feel like I have to hold onto it. It make me feel important. I am scared of being completely ignored. Misguided. I'm learning and I'm asking God to remove my shortcomings. And doing my part by acting as if. I know God can heal me.