Entering day 3... Food

So, I've turned a corner on the Scrub relationship with God thing. Turning into a relationship with God through food thing and considering the deeper connections.

I woke up early this morning. I was hungry.

I think.

I haven't been letting myself get hungry, so I'm trying to feel it.

It's not bad.
I did feel a little but of dizzy. Not like I'm going to pass out. I mean I are some food less than ten hours ago...

Trying to be prayerful. Appreciative. Connected. My goal is to have to relationship with God reflect my respect, gratitude.

I'm grateful for this body. I want it to be optimal.

Truth is, I'd like to be healthy strong good looking. Sexy.

Kinda feeling weird about that part. I'm pretty sure there were times in my life I was running from the sexy. But I also have a neediness for attention from men...

Respect is important. Respect for me, my body, God, my boyfriend, women, the people who make their living sharing good food and preparing it. It's a form of love.

Like I should have provided for ScrubJunior and ScrubJuniorette.

At any rate. Yesterday was progress. Today is an opportunity to improve my conscious contact with everything!

God. Let this be a day that reflects your light. Walk with me and hold me through my challenges and difficulties

I'm seeing that being around people will be hard to make the right choices. But it's ultimately about doing this right thing. So I need to plan now. What I'm going to eat.

Drank first bottle of water.
Walking to group. Can stop and by an apple. Better make it two

Coffee at group. More water.

Erik be tempted to buy something crappy along my travels.

Made decision to go to grocery. Apple apple, peach? Celery.

Leaving early to do that.

Yay. My morning will kick off my day with some strategy to do the right thing...

Lot help me be victorious!!