Really good night's sleep

I feel asleep in MY bed.
Early.

Sober

Not hanging on to my African

Next to him. But on my own

I dreamt of my family. I was telling at members, my sister, my mom, Daddy. Saying hurtful emotional things, in a mean way in front of people.

I was hurt. Telling the way I felt. Insulting them. Bring mean about the way I was saying it. Using the way I turn a phrase to be emotional nah mad. Hurting them wanting to hurt them by reacting to my feelings.

I got it out.

It turned into some befit fashion show to talk about the cracker Johnson house
2006 I call it the compound.
The place"my family" bought in

The fashion show had an interesting audience. Jerome was there. Kissing me.

At one point I was supposed to be a witness. To talk about things.

I pretended to be shy. Just got the befit of the audience

It was Natalie's turn to speak. She showed off a beautiful linen white dress. But the the MC said"pH no. I have to toot this dress. It's blah designer then when u looked the dress changed into something mouth more boogie.

I woke up. Thinking what would I have with

I was laying in bed feeling awake and good. Centered. Glad I was mad in the dream. Feeling good.

I would have with something simple. Black wife beater in a beautiful thin body, with black skinny jeans and my boots.

Thinking inside, I don't have to defend my self Judy reveal myself

The was a pussy if the dream where, I went to my mom. Hired her and said I was sorry. Cried and hugged her.

The as a part of the dream where I yelled at my dad for some silly comment about how I could have graduated high school early.

I feel very good right now.

I love my family
I love my dream have me an IP print to live in my feeling s.

I'm going to have a glass of water and watch politics

It's five am.