It really shows me how sick i am

That I put myself in a self imposed hell
This month

I made mountains out of molehills.
And was abusive to people around me.

Was a slighted? Of course. But I'm looking back and s3ing how much of it was weirdly an exaggeration of a circumstance on order to get something very basic from someone.

Love.

Or the expression of it. Anyway.

And that is unfair.

I owe some ammends .