I

I don't like to be with me

I avoid me

Lord please help me

I eat to escape
I sleep to escape
I drink coffee to escape

I drink vodka to escape.

Self worth. Is that it?

I don't want to use food or cigarettes or sleep or sex to escape me.

I have to start liking being me.

Because as I get victory over the negative thinks I do to myself.

Overeating, sleeping,

I'm staying away everything there only one thing left.

Scrub.

Lord, please help me acceptance.