Still irritable

So I need to look in the mirror.

Ugh

Restless irritable and discontented

It's a recovery cliche.

I didn't really know what it meant. They are simply words.

But I was listening to a podcast of someone telling their story and I got it.

And that the source of it was ego.

That when you walk around find everyone annoying. It's not them. It's me.

Being those things.

So it's something to pray about and I love that solution. Because at the end of the day I would love to be entertained and loving and intrigued by people. Not annoyed.

And if my ego is what's in the way. Then I would love to just be rid of it. But I can't do self surgery. Only the Rockstar can.

So. Rockstar,

My fellow human are annoying the shit out of me. 😋

Will you fix me?

Amen.