So the week

Was totally up and down.

Didn't go to work, fat, tired, stomach hurt

Slept Monday. I had the blues.

It was a tough week, which resulted in me not getting a full paycheck and y yet one of the most incredible weeks I can remember.

Rent? Check
Plane tickets for junior and juniorette? Check

Called two mortgage brokers... They both seemed nice.

Gonna link up with them.
Also reached out to an insurance broker who I think I want as my mentor...

(Shhhh. She doesn't know it yet)

Didn't go to church, but I forced myself to go to a meeting.

Sent my daughter a coat.

Prayed with my aunty.

I don't want to forget

Because it's so easy to forget.
When I've got a great love, career, life friends home.

It will look like I never struggled.

This morning will fade from my memory.

That the tears are running down my face, that I feel lonely even though I just prayed for a list of friends.

That my body wasnt always trim and strong, but flabby and tired.

That I did not want to be on this train to Brooklyn.

When I'm smiling most of the time and planning for the next glass ceiling.

Thanking God that the rain is so friggin wet.

M morning prayer

Thank you
Thank you for walking me up this morning.
On time. Even the ability to I use the bathroom.
(My own bathroom)

It's crazy this life you've created for me.

I love you.

Building this beautiful world for us to live in.

Bless Kamen and Jadon.

Watch over them. Please.
Keep them safe.

Muke's children and family.
My friends, Ruth and Diane and Cori and Jodi. Brent and all the ladies at church.

Marc and Belis, Jessie, Hylton and Orrin!

First week

Of going Paleo,
I've yet to have a perfect day, but I'm getting better.

And feeling better.
There are tempting things to eat all over.

But it's great.

Haven't gotten on the scale yet.

Think I'm going to try for a perfect day tomorrow.